I know for sure....

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A Slow , dull ache spreads all over
And seems to  effect only  for a moment
Then it quietly gets into my blood,
Leaving me glossy eyed,
Smothering me gently,
Caressing the life out of me
But not letting me die
Just letting me bleed, 
all I need is 
Just a drop of warmth from you,
A bear hug , 
how can you
Just not feel my pain?
Is it because you are numb
With  all the life’s hurricane?
I understand, I know,
But I am detached, may be forever, but
I will not end up like you
How much ever my genes want me to be
I would overcome the block
I would know, I would be warm
My arms and shoulder shall wrap
Into bear hugs , my palm , my fingers
Would wipe away all the aches
All the tears and I shall love till my death
I shall always know when loneliness
And ache shadows
I shall be the solace
That would be till life shall be…
I am trying my best and I shall be, for sure,
I shall not let the slow, dull ache
Spread any more,
 not seep into my blood any more, for sure,
I know for sure


Comments

  1. ReflectionsOctober 28, 2013 at 10:14 PM

    U said it Rekha......we are surrounded by people but still feel lonely. Finally we are the only ones who can help ourselves.

    Keep them poems coming:-)).

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  2. soulsearchingdaysOctober 29, 2013 at 9:47 PM

    Yes Nance that is what it is ...

    I feel comfortable and at ease when I write poems, somehow it comes more naturally than the posts...

    ReplyDelete
  3. HorizonNovember 19, 2013 at 11:56 AM

    Hi, Please accept the Liebster from my blog :) Do hop in when u get time !!

    ReplyDelete
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    1. soulsearchingdaysNovember 19, 2013 at 8:39 PM

      Hi, Thanks for this, I have been ignoring this place for long, not deliberately but was busy with some important things... will get back here soon with the Liebster..
      take care
      rekha

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  4. lanNovember 19, 2013 at 8:47 PM

    more than a month ss! yes, time to get back to posting more of the good stuff!

    ReplyDelete
  5. soulsearchingdaysNovember 21, 2013 at 8:28 PM

    Hi lan, thanks for this, Yeah even I have been thinking about it...soon.. I will be back.. thanks once again.. :)

    ReplyDelete

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