The Balancing Act

Soul's  starlit  solitude...  One day the walk amidst the snow clad mountains shall be exhilarating ! so i think.  The walk with out baggage, without a care in the world would sooth the frayed nerves.  On the banks of  the lake with crystal blue waters I will sit.  The ocher  moon with its majestic beauty shall benevolently spread its silver light all over my happy soul.  Sipping my rose apple wine I shall revel in the solitude all around. The sounds of night may bother me at first, I might wonder what will happen when the moon dwindles and decides to disappear, the fear of the dark will lurk around the corners of my healing heart.  Then I would know that the ghosts that may come are none dangerous, they would be those familiar ones of  my angst, my guilt and my utter loneliness amidst a crowd and I would just hug them and let them be. The tall pine trees all around adorned with snowflakes would not scare me with their humongous shape, I would rather feel like they are standing gua