I , the social media and the imposter syndrome - a long rant ahead - beware !!
Where am I supposed to get those words and sentences from. The ones which they dole out so perfectly and it hits the right chord with everyone. Every single day I am pulled deeper and deeper into this endless abyss of thinking that I am worthless , that I have no talent, that i can not write anything which resonates with anyone, leave alone striking a chord. Social media says it is called the 'Imposter syndrome', and I think I am neck deep in it. Nothing and nobody can convince me about my confidence , my knowledge or my capabilities. Sometimes when I go back to re read my posts here I feel that it is written by some one else, i see the comments and I feel vow! that was great and then what happened?? All I can manage to do nowadays apart from doing my job which consumes 8 hours plus another 4 hours of commute to-and-fro every single day is just scroll mindlessly. I just get engrossed in other peoples stories, their immense talent an success. Quite a few of them makes me stop i...