between hope and despair

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Somewhere between hope and despair
Lies the river of melancholy
Every one has to cross it alone
Sometimes there is a smouldering amber in the heart
But its covered with layers of holding back
Sometimes there is a lot to talk about
But the only soothing lifeline seems to be silence, and only silence…

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